I feel the same, sosad......I'm actually looking forward to Xmas and the new year in a strange way though.

I just want this year over. 2016 has been a heck of a year for many.

Dinner will just be me, my mum and my kids. He will be with his GF.....how bloody sad.

I wouldn't swap places with him in a heartbeat. I hope he comes back....but if he doesn't......I have so much more than him.

A big Welsh (((cwtch))) to you from me.