Thank you all for your feedback and responses. I'm getting better with this new anger he has towards me and I appreciate you all sharing your experiences- helps me not feel alone. I think I finally trust in myself that I haven't done anything wrong. He can be as pissy as he wants to be, but I'm simply responding to his divorce. Period. It's the facts. I've done absolutely nothing to make this worse or scr*w him over.
Anyway, today is day 11 of the bootcamp challenge. I've only completed 10 workouts and I haven't been so great on the diet. I have 19 days to go and still have 25 workouts to get in. Eeek! I've mentioned it before, but I'm so grateful for this distraction right now. Last night's class included a club smash exercise. It involves using a weighted club to smash a punching bag as hard you can. I'm not an aggressive person, but dang it felt good! I may or may not have been thinking about h while slamming that club down.
That's it for now. Another week down. I have a big work function tomorrow... A nice formal event. Looking forward to getting dolled up.
Have a lovely weekend DBers.
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
