You know, I'm not sure what I should do about Harley. On one hand, there are a lot of unanswered questions...but on the other, it may be best just to keep that box closed.
Sure, I'd love to maybe get back to where we were, but that was back then. I can't think what-ifs. I did that enough when I was in the hell of separation and divorce. But yet, part of me does that for some absurd reason. I know better.
And then there are my children. I'm not going to bring anyone around them for quite some time. In Harley's case, that isn't an issue. Ah, but that monkey wrench. Living in what if land for a minute...let's say for some reason she does come, then what? If she did that then that would be a total expectation on her part because that would be big. BIG.
Not sure what to do.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
