Here we go again....

[matw]

Hey DonH and Doodler I love reading about how people got into flying and what they are doing it with it now. I have always wanted to learn how to fly so last spring I went on a discovery flight at KAPA and was hooked. I started my lessons the next week. Had to stop though in July because it was looking that the W and I would be buying another house. Now that we aren't doing that and we are separating I decided to get back up in the air. Pretty excited for tomorrows lesson which will be in a Piper Archer. I have only flown in 172's so going to a low wing should be a lot of fun. I can't wait until I solo and eventually get my license. I am really looking forward to some of the cross country flying.

journaling...

So my W moved a lot of her stuff to her apartment and will be finishing up on Saturday. So tonight will be her last night sleeping in my house. I will have the kids the rest of the weekend and then they will go over to W apartment Monday and Tuesday.

My W wants to go back to school to become an addition counselor and found out last night she got accepted. I told her congrats and we talked about how she is going to be really busy starting in Jan with School, Work, and the kids. Other than that we talked about the logistics of moving the rest of her stuff and what she would be keeping here. She asked me if I wanted to see he apartment and I told her yes I would like to see where our kids will be.

So a thing I continue to have an issue with is the wedding ring.. I plan on wearing mine unless we do get a divorce then once that is final I will take it off and give it to her. I had asked her if she wants to continue to wear hers and she said yes we are still married. I have just noticed that she is always forgetting to put it back on after showers/the gym/doing dishes. When I see it off her finger I freak out and ask her where her ring is. I know its not good to continue to do that and need to change that habit. She told me today that every time I ask her about the ring it makes her not want to wear it. When she said that I realized she is looking for an excuse to stop wearing it. I need to realize it will mean a lot more if she wears it by her own choice and if she doesn't then I know how she feels about our marriage. Again why detaching is so important and why I read all the vets giving that advice over and over again.