I think that the comment came out based on anger tbh. There is a part of me (head) that doesn't want her back in her current situation. Then there's my heart that would have her back in any situation!
My councilor has stated that this is the beginning of acceptance but there will be an internal battle between the mind and heart for quite a while.
M - 36 / W - 32 S - 3 Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016 Moved out - 4th Sept 2016