Me and my 2 daughters

[Irish M]

Hi peace :-)

I think she is in some sort of reflection. It's been 3 straight days of texting by her. A lot of relationship talk. Where she is with her therapy etc.

She is however all over the map with her messages.

Things she talked about. I'll try to break it down as simple as possible without the complete texts.Her initial message then she would follow it up with **MLC text.. My reply to her in red

-How much she really loved me. Enough to have 2 children with.
** Then she'd write that she carried them for 9 months, breast fed them and raised them.They should want me.
Yes, you did all that. It does take 2 to make babies, we raised them together and quite well because they are amazing girls.

-How she is sorry about what happened and cheating on me.
** then she'd write that she is with OM and won't make the same mistakes
Great you trash one family and learn from it only to better the one you have with the person you trashed your original one with. nice.

-How she knows she did wrong to the girls. That she remembers some but not all.
**Then she says that she has no clue why the girls are still angry with her. It's been over a year and they should just all start from zero
It's not as easy as that. The girls need closure and understanding why you did what you did. It's important for them to better deal with it rather than sweep it under the rug

The only reason I went to OM was because I thought my family (me and the girls) didn't love her since we didn't fight for her to stay. Just let her go.
** Then also said , well I did what I did, its in the past , can't go back so it is what it is
Sorry you felt this way,you were wrong.

In mediation thought you'd say at least you love me. You didn't try.
**Proves to me that i was right to go to OM.
Again sorry you felt that way. In mediation you wouldn't even look at me. Like I was not even there. And you had your plan all set up, nothing i could of said or done would of changed that.

I do love you and I'm sorry we are here.
**I was in love with you but now I'm not. you have to accept it.
No comment on this one

I am seeing a therapist. So much happened to me as a child.Things I never told you because I was afraid you'd judge me.My therapy is helping me understand my issues i had all my life.
** There's a woman who was about to do what I did to you and the girls. I stopped her. Helped her get help. At least I can help others not make the same mistake i did.
I'm happy you can help others.

I am so glad we are talking. I would call you but hearing your voice will be too difficult
**OM did save me from pain. when the girls rejected me he was there.
Maybe we can talk another day .

those were the main topics.

definitely spinning,.,. Temp checking...

She did write to the girls 2 more times. One was a message that she was with her moms family,. Everyone misses them and would like to see them. The girls did reply. Only to say that her family was never close to them and none of them ever reached out to see if they were ok.

she replied. I'm sorry they never reached out. No we were not close to them and they are a bit cold.Maybe we could have a hot chocolate one day and talk. OM won't be there . you will never have to meet him ever.

The girls chose not to reply since OM was brought up.

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