That's awesome! I started flying when I was 16 and I remember that being in the airplane alone (once I started flying solo), I always felt so much freedom. As long as I had fuel, I was free to roam the skies; no cops to pull me over for speeding. That was such a great feeling. I was Jonathan Livingston Seagull.
Yeah I a excited to do my first solo. My instructor thinks I will be ready in about 5 more lessons for that! I am so excited but also really nervous about it. My goal is to have my license by next spring so I can spend the summer flying!
journaling...
So I am having an extremely hard time today... Knowing my W is in the progress of moving all of her stuff out of our home and into her apartment today is killing me... I am thinking of stupid things that come to my mind -
like she probably won't take any of our wedding pictures but will leave them for me to look at is she leaving her wedding dress at our house or taking? (right now its been in our daughters closet) Is she taking the vibrators I bought for her (What would I do with it???) I just keep thinking of her using them with someone else All the decorations at our house are usually her doing and now nothing is going to be there... (like Halloween, fall, Christmas, etc..)
A ton more random things just flying through my head. I haven't been able to concentrate at work all day. I feel like screaming, crying, hitting something, etc... I know this is where detachment comes in to play. I am the first to admit I am not there at all.
This [censored]...... I know eventually I will get stronger and when she is out of the house completely it may get easier... Just not happening today.
Me:37 W:30 S10 S9 D3 M-Sept 2004 D-Nov 2007 Reconcile Sept 2010 Re-Married Sept 2014 BD ILYBNILWY - April 2016 W Wants to Move to Apartment - Sept 2016 W Moved to Apartment - Nov 10 2016
