New to the 180. Help?

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Square one again. All of the details that have slowly trickled out vs just ripping the bandaid off just got to me. I got really upset and told him I hated him right before my trip to PR. He called me a few times on vacation and I just wanted to be left alone, so I exploded again. He's now in trouble at work and its left him in an extra foul mood.

Our son kept asking to talk to him tonight, so I facetimed him so he could see him and husband was just quiet and moody the whole time and didnt really care to ineract much.

He asked what I was going to do for thanksgiving since all of the cabin stuff fell through. The last we'd talked he was going to take our son to the cabin and go by himself. Now he says he doesnt want to go by himself and just wants to come and do it with family instead. I guess its an improvement, but it doesnt feel like it. Hes still being a miserable piece of crap.

Trying to focus on me and start over again. Honestly, I would like it to work, but I felt better after I told him I hated him.