the W has left for her friends tonight, the S is with grandparents, and I'm alone with my thoughts.

the last few days have been uneventful, W and I have coexisted and been friendly, W cooked dinner for everyone last few nights. however, a few days ago she says, "what do u think about meeting with a lawyer together, see where that leads."

I say, ok, sure. it's obvious W believes our M is over, and that just might be the case. we've been in house separated for a month now, but very friendly.

while I'm pretty sure W hasn't been actively having an A, I feel she's been looking tho. nothing I can do about it, but she goes out to a great singles bar once a weekend, and I'm sure she'll be looking to hookup if she can while on vacation.

I'm not giving up yet, but it looks bleak. she's spurned any sexual advances I've given too, so I'm hard up, which [censored].

I'm just going to keep on keeping on, see if anything shakes out.

thanks, and good luck everyone.


M 40 W 40
S 2.5
Together 13 years
Married 11 years
BD: 09/23/16
PA, then long Distance EA confirmed 9/30/16
Exposed A to OM's W 10/7/16
A ended 10/10/16