Thanks Roist. I don't know what to think at the moment but what I do know is I don't think he has made enough effort to show that there might be a turnaround in our sitch. It's just so bloomin frustrating!
I had a really good cry in the shower this morning just thinking that he has placed me at the bottom of the heap in his life. He even told me last time we met how he had contacted some old work acquaintances to meet up. Maybe that's what I am to him now but even lower than them. That's what it feels like.
Why can't I just forget about him and treat him the same way he is treating me? It makes me so mad I just want to scream at him sometimes!
