Just stopping by. I read the thread Sotto mentioned and am impressed with how so many of you deal so well with such difficult situations. Race went well despite the weather. S prepared a nice hot bath for afterwards which was nice. I haven't replied to W after her email. S has been to the doctor and will have to have X-rays next month. I hope it is just an infection and nothing more serious but it is a bit of a worry. W knows about it but we haven't spoken. I find myself feeling incredibly sad these days. Is it normal to feel a bigger sense of grief a year on? We haven't met since the 1st of August and I miss be able to chat with her about S and life in general. Her last email saying things are still painful for her has unsettled me even though I know she probably doesn't really mean it. After all she has a new life and man! I know these moments pass, that there is nothing I can do to change anyone but myself. Feel like I'm not really making progress.
