Hey Natus, a solid wall around is you good. But isn't a white picket fence better.
I learnt to face my tiger head on - she still spews alot in my direction - but i'm the only one rocking the boat now. You have to go back in and fight the fight, find peace in the madness.
Otherwise you will just carry that wall with you everywhere. Love is pain and pain is love. But you've had the pain, so now you need to show love. It was hardest for me to do with my ex-wife, but with God's grace, I now show her love, even though she doesn't deserve it. But if I don't show her love (not give her MY love) then I don't really love myself.
Behind anger, there is always pain. But you have to go through the pain to lose the anger.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
