Thanks Peace. I guess I do want to be his friend but I'm worried that is all he will want and it isn't what I want. That's when the fear starts to get me and I start to panic.
It's such a delicate balancing act, I'm exhausted just thinking about it and I'm just constantly looking at the negative side of everything. My D said to me today that H talks about me a lot when they are out but she usually doesn't say anything to me because I don't see it as being positive! And that's from a 15 year old!
I need to start thinking positively otherwise this sitch is going to drag me down even deeper than I already am....
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
