Cherry, I think you're doing great. When your H is more stable and has stopped with spewing and his erratic mood swings for some time, you could try reaching out to him.
Give him and yourself more time first.
You and Sara really inspire me with your strength.
In the meantime, work on yourself. Keep the side of your street clean. Have an improved version of Cherry waiting for the guy who deserves you (may be H or may not be).
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
