What should I be doing now (Time to Move on?)

[Coconut]

7 months ago, 7 months ago I sat down next to you to eat dinner and I told you... I opened my mouth and began months of the most torturous pain I could imagine, I told you I felt like you were distant from me, little did I know how disengaged you'd become... I didn't know you'd secretly fallin for another man, that you'd try and keep up pretenses, say things to me that would make it seem as though I was imagining things, make it seem like I was crazy...

Little did you know, little did you know that I was crazy for you... I recognized that I would need to take a back seat, that I only needed to wait a couple of years, a couple of years till I could be the center of your affection... But then you changed direction, the center of your attention was no longer, it had moved beyond him and past me, I didn't stand a chance.. Whatever you were looking for, it wasn't me.

I was devastated, I wanted nothing more than save us, I would do anything to make it work, I would do anything to be with you. But wait, that's not me, I have self respect, by God, I'm a pretty good guy... You should be so lucky...

I've moved on, I no longer need you, not even sure I want you.. Do I care if your with him, I'm just happy doing me... Then comes the reminders, sticking it in my face... I'm done with this nonsense, I only have one life to live, I need to make it the best it can be.. But what does that mean, what is the best for me?

End this charade, end the secrets and lies, say it like it is, and let me live the best years of our lives..