Cherry. He's gone, and divorce is looking

[Cherry]

So not much new really to update. I've had such crazy sickness today, and not managed to eat or drink much so I'm feeling absolutely exhausted and rather sorry for myself. Because of the physical side of me taking a bit of a beating, I feel like this evening the mental side has taken a hit.

I read over on Sara's thread that grl feared she was too dim; which has led to me thinking, am I being too dim that I am going to cause more harm? But I mean when I do see him, he is so unbelievably withdrawn, I don't think he would appreciate hearing from me anyway. I never hear from him, and he has so far called around about once a week for about an hour. He never contacts even to see how s is.

I know this low mood and over thinking is because I'm physically feeling unwell.