where to begin or end?

[jade]

I read through DR. And pretty much got that i need to go LRT since my wife has moved out to persue her affair. And that i need to GAL. As thats what most my friends n family say as well, but getting a life feels like moving on which feels like giving up and closing the door. To me that would be starting new relationships or having my fun. Which feels like a violation of my marriage and caving to temptation. That nearly happened once already after she left and i feel if im to take that route, i might as well file for divorce myself...