So hard for me not to micro-analyze her every word and action. We went to a picnic yesterday for my son's school. I spent most of the day by her side, doing my part to represent us as a couple while talking with the other parents. But it seemed very strained.

I've been trying to be helpful and positive but I'm also leaving her alone, giving her space. I wish I knew how she was feeling, but I won't ask. This is so hard, but I'm keeping it together. I wish I had taken this approach months ago.


M46 W48
M11 T14
S11 D8
BD: 2016/05/27
In-home separation: 2016/11/23
Nesting: 2017/06/11
W moves out: 2018/01/07
W goes public with OM: 2018/07/12
I ask for a divorce: 2018/12/14