Cherry. He's gone, and divorce is looking

[Cherry]

Grl, thanks for that, I hadn't really thought of it that way, I'm not really giving him the ammunition to use against me. But my lack of communication I sometimes think he will perceive as I don't care, but I guess really it is just respecting his need for privacy, though then when I do see him I'm civil.

Thanks surfer, she really does, and some of the dub techniques are also helping her too. She is amazed by my strength!

Had a good weekend so far, lots of beautiful precious moments with a and family. I did a few quiet pretty fireworks in our garden and food. S liked this, but when the big fireworks started he wasn't too sure about that! Another busy day tomorrow, seeing a friend and taking S out for a play date too. Made sure I gave myself a little pamper this evening and a nice warm bath to unwind. I do feel a lot more in control of my life again.