You have been doing the same stuff for the last year and a half so why are you expecting anything different to happen?

You just said that she talks To you as a friend about life and such. You are friend zoned. You detaching would involve not being available for those convos.

34, xw33
M-10, T-18
2D (8 and 5)
Ilybinilwy-1/16
EA/PA- 7/15-present (with my former best friend)
Trial apartment-2/16 (also when she considers us separated)
W moved out-8/16
W Filed 11/21/16
D final 1/30/17