Cherry. He's gone, and divorce is looking

[Cherry]

Well yes, and the most important part of that for me, was he saw a and spent a little time with him. He obviously does feel comfortable enough to come over. And I think all things considered I am very civil with him. I treated him just as a guest, and that's how it felt, was kinda strange.

I have been getting on with my own plans. I've been really making the effort to get things sorted, and get some kind of work/home/social balance. And it really does help. There is certainly less of the "I don't want to do anything" feelings. I'm just trying to build my own little life up, and adapt as life as a single parent. I've kind of felt as though I've been doing this for a long time, and I take a to do a lot of things, and then mil is a great hand to baby sit so I can have an evening with a girlfriend.

Walking his own path is something I'm getting used to and mil is too. We both almost feel guilty that we feel this calm relief in the house. But we have tried with him, and now we are just concentrating on us and building our own routines.