I believe you can know it's possible to have a new R. That's it is ok in time to do so. That doesn't mean having one.
Since and we have chatted about this before, there is a very strong fear of abandonment in your sitch, it is my opinion that Ghost can know he is capable of a new R, even though he hasn't got one.
Making new friends is important in your GAL. And married women (of the yummie for me) variety aren't good news. On the other hand if she is a 62 year old bat like V, it probably works.
There is time AP tons of it. You are a young man.
Keep truckin', fat lady hasn't sung just yet.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW