I genuinely love the way that you constantly challenge my thoughts Darkness - this is what this place is all about!

I guess I don't know if this is having any effect and I clearly am becoming impatient (and somewhat frustrated). I know its only been 9 weeks which doesn't seem like long, but to me it seems like a lifetime.

That's just it mate, I don't know what alternatives I have. It's just GAL and move forward, but I find myself consistently looking backwards.

I am beginning to miss the companionship and the marriage a little more than my W at the moment, but would still do ANYTHING to R.

I was in my garden the other night thinking to myself that "I'm done, this isn't going to change and I'm ready to accept this now - I don't want to go back".... I then saw a shooting star and IMMEDIATELY wished that she'd come home. What a contradiction eh?

M - 36 / W - 32
S - 3
Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs
Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016
Moved out - 4th Sept 2016