Thanks Job, I just don't understand. He knows how I feel and that hurts even more.

How he can sit there knowing he has this other life without me makes me so, so sad.

Job, do you think the fact that he walked me to my car and kissed and hugged me is a bit more than just being friendly or am I over analysing it?


Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')