Just got back from Coffee with H and had a cry in the office!

It was so lovely to see him. He seemed really happy and we had a really good catch up. I got a kiss on the lips when we met and a kiss and a hug when we left. He even walked me to my car in the pouring rain.

I was impressed with myself. I kept the conversation light and we had a few laughs. Now what?

I'm confused about how we were together, it was like old times. Was I just a friend he was catching up with? IDK.

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')