oh, one more thing, lol, is this what acceptance looks like? Is this MY awakening stage? or am I has confused as ever? lol
FWIW, IMO, this is start of acceptance.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans