Court date set, still holding on (csabo part 2)

[csabo]

I do appreciate you trying to help and giving feedback. I know on here my situation is not unique, which I why I thought it'd be a safe place to vent those feelings of yes I still love him. I didn't tell H that.

I read the last resort technique. It says stop the chase, get a life, see what happens.

Despite having feelings of wanting to pursue, I didn't take those actions. I don't understand how I'm not implementing the last resort technique. I've been trying to do it since August, if you have ideas on how I could do it better please let me know. I really am trying.

I'm sorry if I sounded snarky with my post about don't tell me he's not my husband, I just wanted to point out that even though I called him that I'm not acting like he is still.