The sun will rise for a new day

[ATPeace]

Thank you ...and this is why I love this place

Sometimes I guess I just want my pain to stop and looking to other women for friendships would be crazy at this time

I still want to stand for my marriage but I want to do this from a little bit further away I just feel so unbelievably sad at the thought of how things are heading.

I guess with detachment I will see my feelings change.

I have a real opportunity to give my W what she wants to live apart and to have no expectation..... she says when I am away she feels happier as she knows what she has to do (eveything) and does not feel the resentment of me not pulling my weight ..when I am at home I will always end up not doing something that lets her down ...and this is what I think is the crux of our problems .....expectation fuelled by resentment I have the opportunity to start a new life in Devon

I still want to fight this I want to hold on to the past I do not want to let go of her but I can see a light

Thank you my friends