I need to learn to keep my mouth shut. I talk to much to her. Detaching is hard but I have to do it!!!
It's very hard, there's no sugar-coating it. I'm trying to detach, and, from the outside, it probably looks like I'm detached, but inside, I know I'm not.
I think about my W a lot, I want to know where she is at all times, but I know I can't. I don't ask her anything, and I don't tell her anything, but, inside I'm a mess.
I'm just hoping my inside feelings match my outward appearance, because it is so damn hard.
Keep fighting brother, we're pulling for you.
M 40 W 40 S 2.5 Together 13 years Married 11 years BD: 09/23/16 PA, then long Distance EA confirmed 9/30/16 Exposed A to OM's W 10/7/16 A ended 10/10/16
