Maybe She Isn't Evil

[RDS]

Had a "date" with my W last night. We went to the fair. We had a blast. We ate some junk food and walked around looking at the exhibits and people watched. I had her laughing and she had me laughing. We didn't hold hands or anything like that. Of course, no ILY between us.

Still no talk of R. I have got to let her bring it up. I try to stop myself from asking why did I let my M get so bad? Because the woman I was with last night was the woman that hadn't really changed all that much and was the one I loved for years but I stopped seeing it.

We hugged each other when we got to the house. She then left to go to her place. She texted me about an hour later thanking me for taking her to the fair and said she had fun.