There are some issues that I am not sure how to overcome. I can't change the locks for reasons having to do with my special needs child. I want WS to no longer come into the house for visitation. He lives with his parents who have had little to do with our children. The kids do not like them or wish to spend any time with them. I originally told WS he needed to take DD to his parents for visitation but she cried so much that I relented. How do I be a good mom and make him stew in his own sh!t?

Did well today. NC with WS. Did some GAL stuff. I have a massage tomorrow and first appointment with new IC. I feel oddly detached from myself. Not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing.


Me: 41
WH: 41
DS: 21
DD: 20
DD:18

Dday: Oct 2016
Currently Separated