Surfer - I really wanted H to be by my side when D goes off to her prom. We've got a few months yet before she has it and I'm hoping that this will still be a possibility. I definitely won't suggest another meet up after this one and I'll go back to being dark again.
I'm glad BD was so far away from Christmas, it means that it won't be so raw so at least I will have half a chance if enjoying it!
Hey Job - as much as I try it's hard not to have any expectations but for me it's mostly negative which I guess is good in this instance! I've got so many things going through my mind at the moment like maybe he agreed so readily because he has wanted to talk to me about collecting the rest of his stuff but didn't know how to do it. Or he is seeing someone and this is the perfect opportunity to tell me! stupid mind reading!!!
Thanks Job for the tips on what to say if he does bring up any R talk. I am 100% certain that he won't talk bout our R (that was the pribkem!) on an emotional level but maybe on a practical level like collecting his stuff etc. In that case should I still say I'll let him know?
Off course I will be sporting the latest in rubber bands on my wrist no worries there!!
Hawker - thanks for popping by. I'm glad I'm meeting H in my lunch hour because it will mean I have an excuse to leave so I won't feel the need to linger!
I've got a very busy day tomorrow so I won't have a lot of time to think about it but all today it has been going around my head like a washing machine. It reminds of what it might feel like to decide to do a sky dive. It seems like a good idea at the time but the nearer it gets to doing the dive the more apparent it becomes that you may not have been entirely in your right mind when making that decision!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
