The sun will rise for a new day

[ATPeace]

Hiya well I have been offline working through this and things are looking a little brighter I believe

My house is on the market I have seen a place I like in Devon it is 160miles away from where I currently live.

My two elder kids have both been up and have looked at the house and both want to make the move.

My eldest daughter has her horses and this house is made with this in mind so she absolutely loves the idea my eldest son he will,finish his exams and then he too wants to come and live with me.

My youngest son he wants to stay near to his friends and school and my three year old will stay with her mum

I drive for a job so me spending three hours or four hours in a car does not bother me I will see my other two kids every two or three weeks and I can face time them every day or so .

Not seeing them is going to be tough...very tough but I have to think of my older children and myself being in house and wanting to be with someone who does not want to be with you is sole destroying ..i thought over the last year I was doing more had changed but to be told she does not see it has seen no difference, I am never going to please her

So a serious question ..I have only really had the one relationship and I have been out to a few local meetups I have no problem talking to women I do it in my job and I have a woman that I have even spending quite a bit of time with and we clearly have a great friendship I know I will be ok when the time comes for making a new relationship ....it is still just hard letting go of what I had but I am making small steps

I will update but looks like a new life for me and my two older children in Devon is where I am heading and this fills me with excitement and sadness