I had a good Halloween and even passed out fortune cookies to the kids... Each time I would say, "I wish you good fortune" and they didn't quite appreciate it. I, however, enjoy spreading some light hearted positivity.
This morning I woke up feeling back to normal (the good normal). I appreciate the fact that these wobbles still come and go, but each time it gets shorter and less devastating. I have to trust in this, And not get too bent out of shape each time h hits me with a bag of poo! I had a great 5 hours and was just hit with more lawyer junk which sets me back again. I feel a little bit of depression slipping in and am trying to remain positive and full of love.
This divorce just seems to be moving at light speed. I'm not going to jump in the way to slow it down, but I'm amazed how quickly we continue to move forward. It's sad.
I started my 30 day boot camp challenge today. I've kind of cheated on the meals already, but i can not deny my love for cheese! I need to practice lovingly detaching from cheese. We have an unhealthy codependent relationship!!!
I work out with my boot camp team tonight. Should be interesting. I'm so grateful for the distraction!
Much love to you all.
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
