Thanks SRT for stopping on by. Yea I am definitely in a weird space. Just do not want to make a mistake for my future.
In an unrelated note, I forget if I mentioned here or not, but I went to the dr today to get a bulge in my abdomen checked out. Turns out I have a decent sized hernia she thinks. I have to go see a specialist. The main problem is she said I can't do anything until then... ugh ugh ugh. I love the gym... I love hockey. I am in the best shape of my life and don't want to lose that. I worked hard to get to this point, real hard. Taking a few months off is going to be killer. I guess I can consider it a challenge to get back to the spot I am at now after this. Maybe the specialist will say I have no restrictions, who knows. ugh!
