Let's go, guys! I'll buy a private island when I win the lottery!
Thanks for all chiming in. I've decided to give the guy a chance, who knows, I haven't even met him yet. Maybe we will hit off, maybe we won't. Eric is right, I kind of look for the "one", not to lock them down right away, just because I only want to give to someone who has the potential to be in it for the long term.
I am soooo guilty of not letting life happen and just letting things be. I was never ever a control freak, but now, getting hurt again and again, I feel like I need to employ some sort of control and feel like I am doing everything the smart way. That's where the overthinking comes in.
My gut has never ever failed me. It has been 100% right every time. It's not so much my gut right now, but when it does become my gut, I'm going to run!
YES UR! I am very scared and very tired and I really just want something to be easy and just happen. But yes, I have come to the conclusion, that's it's just never going to be that way. And there is no logical explanation why, because I know we have both worked so hard and stayed so strong, we deserve it, damit! Putting in all the effort to get hurt every time seems to be kicking my arse lately.
No problem on the hijack, UR, because you are saying what I am thinking. RL, your ex has no mind of his own and is a child. I feel bad for S43. Luckily he takes after you and is a hardworking stand-up person.
E Harmony guy isn't coming this weekend. I don't want him there. I just want you guys:)
