I apologize for not getting back to you sooner. It has been a pretty turbulent couple months for me. For reasons that might be abundantly clear ( if you have been reading along )...
Not an excuse, just the reason...
I will be back shortly...
Every part of me wants to tell you not to apologize. Mach1, if you ever felt like you had to help one person, I will tell you that you helped me. So many times I have pushed and not been pushed back. If you never write to me again, your work as a mentor of me is done. If your work is done as a mentor, than I accept your apology and look forward to employing what you have taught me and what you might say in the future. If you are my friend, I am empathetic in your loss, you do not have to apologize, but I respect and appreciate why you would. In this case, every part of me wants to say I am sorry, I want to understand, but I can only do so as I am able, but I do try, and I feel it for you in my own way.
Ether way, my dad always told me, "your name is all you ever really leave behind, it's up to you how they speak it". I think, as far as here is 'here' the name is solidly spoken for. My take, for what it's worth. Be well for the time, be well for now, just be well.
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
