Hang in there Hopful...the "firsts" stink...I remember how sorry I felt for myself when I went on my "first" trip back home without the W....it gets better in time....D does stink if you do not want it...my W told me today that she was going to start the paperwork...ugh...
W:42 M:48 T:9 yrs M:1yr BD: Feb 2016 EA Confirmed: Feb 2016/PA July 2016 D: Feb 2017