OMG!! I do hope you're NOT serious about wanting a pill that MAKES YOU LD!!!! Is that what you meant?? Because I for one would give anything to have your 'problem' of just being horny! And I can guarantee that my H would give even more for it! It sounds like you're coming to the realization that the R holds nothing for you anymore. I can't imagine being in your sit, but I know it must be hard to be with someone who doesn't seem to have any interest in you, sexually or otherwise. Why do you think he's okay with admitting it to you now? Please please please do NOT start blaming yourself for problems that are obviously his.

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Besides my kids and chores, I really don't have anything.




Did you notice that your SO wasn't mentioned there? Your SO should be a very significant part of your life. If he isn't...what is he actually contributing to your R? Or better yet...your life?

><> Keeping you in my thoughts... And BTW, my H wants to know if you and I can trade SDs for a while?