Well right now I'm just trying to do my own thing. I did see myself getting into his business because I didn't have anything of my own. Besides my kids and chores, I really don't have anything. I have been trying to keep arguments down. I'm tired of arguing especially since it hasn't and won't get us anywhere.
I haven't asked my SO for sex nor has he come to me when he wants it. I know that he's still using porn. He's not trying to show me or tell me that he wants me sexually. It still hurts, but I try not to think about it. I don't think anything will come out of this relationship. I think the attraction that was there for him isn't there anymore even though he says otherwise.
I asked him the other night if he had looked at porn and satisfied himself. He paused for a bit, then he finally said yes he did. I don't know why it's been so hard for him to say 'yes' before. He's always denied it.
I was wondering...Maybe it's me that has the problem? I find myself being aroused often in the day. Even if I wasn't thinking about it. Does anyone know if there is a pill or something to stop that? Or at least decrease the arousal?
