Don't know where I belong.....

[twinmom]

I guess I'm asking, "How do I make myself love him again?".

We live about 45min away from a large city, he has been to one meeting of a group like AA but for sex/love addicts and joins in on a conference call for this group about once a month. No therapist in our area takes it seriously. It's like he is addicted to the "first love" feeling & once that is gone he cheats/relationship hops to feel it again.

Do I believe him that he wants to make it work? I don't know, I guess I do but I'm so cautious at this point.

Do I want to make it work? Yes, but for reasons like the kids, financial, comfort of not putting myself in a new relationship.

I don't know how to see him for the person I fell in love with because that person was a lie.