Don, I'm sorry you are feeling low. When multiple areas of our life don't quite as we hoped it could kick our butts.
You did not waste the last 10 years of your life! You got clean, you bettered yourself and made a life for yourself! It's not years "wasted" just because we are single. Else I wasted the 8 years of my life. And I don't feel I did.
Hey buddy, I get wanting a significant other to talk to. If I'm going to believe my day is going to come, so are you.
