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[RBG80]

So there is very little (to non) communication now between me and the W. Nothing regarding any R or even progress.

I am still being told by many people that "the way she's handled the situation is disgusting" and no-one can seem to comprehend as to what has happened.

I'm trying to get on with my own life and feel so much better than I did when she left 8 weeks ago, but I'm beginning to feel somewhat numb to the situation now. I don't want to go backwards and understand that the M is broken (although still don't feel beyond repair - although my estimation of this gets a little smaller each and every day).

My efforts are still being focused on my Son and I'm trying to ensure that I keep a clean home and that all the bills are paid.

I'm unsure as to what steps I need to take next, or just carry on doing what I'm doing?... I feel that I am treading water without progressing (although and equally, not going backwards).

I still love my W dearly and want nothing more that to R and be a family again, however I'm 8 weeks in and would never have thought that I would be feeling anything other than pain for months and months and months (and whilst I am still feeling this, I thought I'd still be hiding under the covers). Is this normal, or have I missed out a stage that I should have gone through?

Any advise ladies and gents.