Thanks Vap and Coly. I always appreciate the comments.
Vap, I actually do love living by myself. No problems with it at all (minus only one person to do the house work!). I do what I want when I want, buy what I want, whatever. I am lucky that I am able to afford the house and have this opportunity. I have been doing it for what... 15-16 months now so I am getting really good at it. I am definitely not doing anything crazy and saying hey WW, come back. But at the same time, we have been in our current state since mid June so I was thinking it might be time to try and take another step. We really need a MC session. I really want her to step on that front and book it. She does not like talking about things (part of our issue obviously, everything should be 'natural' with no problems) but she has agreed we need it.
We went out for the football game yesterday afternoon and had a great time. This is not something we really would have done in the past.
There is just so many questions in my mind. I am getting older, shes getting older, I want kids someday, and it is getting to crunch time...is this worth it? Tough spot.