AndrewP is so right. You are your own happiness. We sometimes give our Significant others too much control over our feelings - hence the roller coaster we all despise. Doing something for others always helps and planning for a great Christmas for your D will help you enjoy. Giving thoughtfully always helps.

It's my W's 40th Birthday in the next few days. And my D's too. I will go to my D's party but my W will clearly not invite me to her celebrations as I am all that is wrong in the world to her. So I am helping (doing) a really nice collage of photographs for her frames with some lovely words and love hearts draw by D8 & S6. I have done many such things over the years. More recently, when in pursuit mode (fool - we do it LoL) she would be angry - as they came from me. But with this being from the kids she will like it.

I think perhaps you might be having a bit of a wobble. I am coming out of one myself.

Sit tight all will be fine I am sure.

Keep that chin up and remember what a lovely person you are.

Surfer.

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