I change my mind 7 times a day whether or not to fight for this marriage.
Like Mules wrote in my thread, you gotta be true to your heart ... but the heart sometimes the hardest thing to know. I hope it becomes clear to you.
About WH's phone ... I've struggled with that kind of curiosity, the need to know ... but after a while, a comment posted by someone else just rang true to me: I just don't want to live like this (constantly suspecting that something is going on). So I just went cold turkey on all social media. I feel much better.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final
