Good weekend so far. I found out my parents are way better off than I had realized so the main issue with my dad's job loss is the emotional toll for him.
Had a quick dinner with WW on Friday. It was good... I was very talkative for some reason which probably surprised her. Not sure what was up with that. I have been trying to figure out how to a take another step. Consoling is obviously something we need so I hope we can set that up soon though I have been letting her drive that. I suggested that it might be a good idea if she sleeps over soon with the understanding that nothing sexual would happen just to eliminate any pressure there. She was very open to the idea and I think that is the logical next step.
Saturday night I went to the same halloween party that I went to last year that really jump started my GAL and detachment from WW. It was just as fun as last year. I am sad I didn't get into halloween much before this. I went has a blue man group guy... that is a lot of blue make up! Lots of good costumes and going to a party where I do not know 90% of the people is something that I kind of enjoy now. Would never have thought that a year ago! A friend I went with gave me his opinion on my situation. Of course he thinks we should go our separate ways. I don't know. I go back and forth on what is the right path. Fight for a marriage that might not work out or throw in the towel. I am still not sure... at the moment I feel like I could go either way. I don't know... we'll see.
Meeting up with WW today in a bit... it is a beautiful late fall day up here.
