Yeah, I suspected a possible affair or misplaced loyalties at the least.

I am just preparing to move on and get as far way from her as much as I can.

I'm trying to keep communications with her short and to the point.

I came across some of her old writings while cleaning up. She has been angry/unhappy for at least a year, angry on what she has felt she has been missing out on in regards to what her colleagues and friends have, the posh urban apartment life style (Despite our nice suburban home, large yard, and comfortable home).

I'm preparing to fight a messy battle, not for revenge and not to prove something to her. But to try and keep my home, get my "half", and to move on cleanly with my dignity in tact.

She has been making out to be the bad guy and some master manipulator/abuser. I only wanted peace in our home, nothing more.


I just don't know anymore...