Wonderful words. glad you made the effort to post. I'm close to how you feel - still dealing with pangs of the heart, echos of the marriage. I'm a survivor, and love being with my kids and making sure they're loved and cherished!
Keep posting. Would love to hear more.
Trumpet
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)
