Today I had a bad feeling and so I checked W's email. Keep in mind that we have this agreement that she will not write, call, text, trip over or send OR receive smoke signals from ow. Well it turns out she sent ow an email on Sunday. Some list of good wines. No comment just the list. That's what I know. What is it that I don't know? Clearly I cannot believe all the pretty words. They could be meeting on the sly every day for all I know. So, since I usually wave my arms and get upset this time I'm hiding out at a friend's house. Turned off my location services on the phone so she can't see where I am. Haven't heard from her in 8.5 hours. I will go home in the a.m. And am afraid at what I will hear. I have told her so many times how bad it hurts when she contacts or speaks to or trips over ow. I have screamed and yelled. Last time I said. No more screaming and yelling. I'm withdrawing. Keeping one foot out the door. So that's why I didn't go home. But I so afraid of what will happen when I do. If it's another BD IDK what I will do.
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat
